6/??/09
D: MOTLEYTARLLAMA, you epic hero, you, come rescue all these people for me D; :] (Kinda a joke... Despite the depressing news in this journal, it's totally okay to take ~soporous's lead and be silly!) I take a while to respond to comments and replies, but I do read them and respond eventually XD <3

So just about everyone I know is getting a case of small depression, it seems. Or maybe just a small case of the blues, but I've managed to avoid all this thankfully (even despite the family issues). So a little update... ^^
*Mom's step-dad died twice Friday; although, they revived him. He's going to die. Plain and simple. I just know it.

*My mom totally crushed the head of her hip. She was supposed to have surgery on it today, but it ended up being cancelled because the hospital is made of stupid. So, at the moment, we have no idea when the surgery will be or how long she'll be in the hospital.

*I'm all alone by myself at homes so TALK TO ME PEOPLES D: I feels so lonely!

*I'm trying to console a guy I know over his break-up D: I feel really bad for him. :[ I think I kinda cheered him up, though D: Just got done talking with him on MSN... >_>

*My step-mom totally copied and pasted TWO of my Facebook profile pictures and put them on her Myspace!! D: WTF?! I don't even talk to her! Anyway, she has a Facebook, too, so I sent her a message telling her to take them down... O_O
_{(I still can't change my mood on here!)}
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6/20/09
Chances are that I won’t be able to be on DevArt as much as I currently do (which isn’t very often, anyway). At the moment, I’m not even able to sign into MSN hardly, and when I do, it’s usually between 15-30 minutes, sometimes close to an hour (if I’m lucky). Still, my status is usually set to “away” or “busy.”

So what’s with all this away/busy-ness?

First, I’ll start with my mom’s step-dad. A little before graduation he started to become ill. My grandma offered to take him into the ER, but he refused; she should have taken him regardless. He had been throwing up non-stop, and so finally—the day after I graduated (June 6th, I believe...)—he told my grandma to take him into the ER at 7 AM. He’s been in the hospital since.

He was suffering from a gallstone, which had perforated inside his gallbladder. On top of that, his gallbladder was/is basically gangrenous, which also caused him to be septic through his entire body. He was put on a ventilator after surgery since he was unable to breathe on his own. Finally, they were able to take him off it and moved him out of the ICU and into a regular room; however, his condition has worsened and is in isolation at the moment. My intuition and common sense are telling me that he won’t make it.

Forgive me if I sound cruel, but I don’t mind his dying. I am not close to him and think he’s a selfish prick who’s only ever thought of and for himself; still, death isn’t something I’d wish on anyone _{aside from my dad, perhaps}.

My mom has a fractured spine, and she’s been trying to heal it for a while. However, LAST Saturday she slipped and most likely chipped/fractured her hip. She refused to go see anyone for help. Yesterday (Friday), she fell YET again and did even more damage. She will be going into the ER sometime today, though. I can’t be sure what the doctors there will do for her—either try to convince her that she needs to be admitted to heal properly (as she refused to be admitted as well), surgery (which is what may happen with a hip fracture), or send her home and tell her to stay in bed for it.

Point in case: I just don’t have the time to write anything, even as much as I want to; therefore, my DevArt account will be abandoned once again for a little/long while. I’m still active on Gaia in the OP/L forum (aka Original Poetry & Lyrics) as well as Facebook. I also occassionaly drop by on Moron.nl, too.

To my watchers and DevArt friends: thanks for sticking around all this time through all my hiatus’s and period’s of zero deviation adds and plentiful of journal updates. Love you guys!

=>it won't let me change my mood...<=