Really. They don't! Especially in high school.

So why am I writing this crummy journal at almost 1:30 AM? Well, mainly because I have may too much homework and not enough time in the day to get it all done u.u I'm contemplating on skipping school entirely tomorrow (or rather, today...), or just missing out on math There's no way I can get all this terrible math done :C

My week's been a strange one. You see, I originally planned on making the world known of my extreme happiness this weekened when I finally replaced the horrid NON-WORKING Zune with an iPod because the iPod WORKS. But then my excitement deid down and there was really no point. Monday was an odd day... Senora Gomez decided to teach our class a dance, and naturally I got partnered up with the guy I most despise (which happens rather frequently... I suspect Gomez is plotting against me!).

So other than that, nothing else that is entirely petty has happened.

But back to this: Romances mean NOTHING.

I've made it very clear to just about every person I know that I'm far from romantic. Frankly, I'm not going to waste my time with a boy who I won't even care about after two or so weeks, and then get depressed because of a break-up.

But let my explain (in my half-awake state u.u) why I'm bringing this all up.

First off, I won't go into specific detail considering the sensitive subject and I would hate to offend/upset my best friend. A guy cheats on his girlfriend. Girfriend breaks up with said guy and my friend becomes utterly disgusted with his actions. (Hello, this guy obviously has NO respect, not to mention his lack of maturity! I don't blame my friend for feeling this way.)

Hmm, so I ended up talking to this guy today because he brought up suicide of this entire situation. For one, I was furious--I wasn't letting him play the guilt trip on my friend for not wanting to talk to him. Secondly, that's a pretty wacked out thing to say, no?! And over a small, high school relationship no less.

u.u I dunno what to do -_- God forbid me from EVER intervening with these things again... I'm sure I made him feel worse since I gave him my whole, "this is the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard... petty, pathetic, no playing guilt-trips, get over it, move on, you're only 18, blah" lecture.

Pshhh, I'm an awful person u.u I think my mouth should be glued shut. I say too many stupid things.

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